Monday, April 20, 2009

So, he hasn't bothered to say anything to me...

But, really, what can I expect? He did leave me for his issues after all. *sigh*

Gods, I will be so glad when he's no longer a concern. I shudder to think of all the time and energy I've expended over all this shit. And I won't mention what I've put my girls through! And all of that over a man???? Fuck-me-sideways! What the hell was I thinking? Was I thinking??? There's the $62 million dollar question. I do know what I felt for him. And I do know that could rapidly turn into hatred if I let it. I also know that if I'm not really careful, the whole thing could increase my cynicism ten-fold (as if I need that).

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